Dec. 24th 2015

Dec. 24th 2015

Is more than being alone,

is more than living in another country than the one where you were born

is more than just "missing your family" 

is more than living with strangers

I feel like a fish in the sky,

an eagle in the ocean, 

a town girl,lost in a big city.

After 18 years with the same aliens, once you leave them and realize they are not aliens...

you realize they are your family and the aliens are the rest. 

I can't run like others do,
it's so cold in here...
It's not a nightmare,
it's even more than that, 
it's a fucking lie.

Again, it's like breathing water when you need air,
when you open your eyes and all you see is black,
in fact, it feels like the doors to my soul are dry,
they stopped raining,
no one looks,
no one appreciates,
just the mirror, 
just the fucking mirror is the only one willing,

but not wishing...