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El Después

Ahora que tengo todo el tiempo del mundo para mi, todo lo que hago es pensar en usted.

¿Cómo llegue a estar así?”, me pregunté.

Recuerdo cuando tan solo unos meses atrás, no sentía nada.
Ni por ti, ni por mi, ni por nada o nadie.
Todo era aire y humo. 
Todo era inhalar y exhalar.

El tiempo me consumió, me brindo una de sus trampas mas rudas llamada "amor".

Ahora soy cautiva de ese sentimiento que llega después llamado "desamor"...
Es un calabozo oscuro y frio... lleno de una infinita soledad.
Donde las paredes gritan auxilio al igual que yo, pero nadie escucha.
Todo peatón solo oye y pasa desapercibido ante mis gritos de auxilio desde el fondo de aquel castillo.


Donde nunca nadie jamás me va a encontrar. . . 

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